Saturday, September 27, 2008

the feeling of this few week

Long time din write down my feeling on the blog....some one just keep asking me that when going to update the blog again.... and i just told him that dunno why i loose the feeling of going to write down what i feel...even i have the feeling to update the blog...but my brain is just like empty...dunno what should i post up on the blog......

i think i started busy at 14th of september untill 22nd. i keep busy with my mooncakes festival project that i have join....every day every night keep on meeting...n meeting .....untill 3-4am early in the morning......

then bck 2 my room already 5 something , continue sleeping untill 9 or 10 something have 2 wake up n prepare myself to class....and all this rotaine continue almost one week already.....

at the week that i get busy...i starting to get moody, unhappy....i know i have to done all job.... but wat the stupid pengarah and pemantau.....just last minit and tell u this u need to do...that u need to repair....wat the fuckkkkkkkkkk~~

they just know how to order our ketua to work....but they even din think about how many time we have and how many thing we still need to settle......wat kind of the leader they are....

this is the 1st time that i join the project and make me feel unhappy.....b4 that even i join a project ...even i am so busy and tired...but i can feel the happyness... but i am honest to tell not this time~~~ because my biro pemantau is suckkkkkkkkk~~~ never try 2 solve problem just know how to create problem...in the end need me to help her to cover his back site.....

and the worse thing is...i still need to smile infrant of her...even i really wanna slap her~~ if she really not a girl...i slap die her already....lol

some more i still need to settle my assignment.....my group have done wrong...and luckyly the lectural give us a chance to re-do again....but the time that we have is just one n the half day....30 pages of the assignment.....wat the helll.,... but wat can we do....we just need to finish it...bcs all of tis is exam mark...........

i am so so so....sorry to one person that need to hear me mumbling and make him feel sad to me........bcs i really really unhappy in that time..........just i dun want to say i out........ but anyways thank to him always cool me down....thank alot....special men~~

now is my holiday.......i bck to hometown again.....and it time to relax my self.....do the thing that i like to do.....eat the food that i like to eat...........dun 1 to thing so much........ just be the real of my self..........

i just keep missing...missing...n missing~~~~muackssssssssssss

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