valentine day

on the valentine day will be a group celebration with my ko-k mate... we will going to have a activity in penang...haiz....sad~~

also dunno why those malay people will choose the day going to do activity de... i think most of them is single... and dunno what is calling valentine day... so just do the activity on that day...

for me... sure a little bit disappointed because cannot be with my dear. even those i not going to penang, i also will celebrate alone in my hostel.... because dear is not around me...

even he not around me, but still feel that he always on beside me... really feel that i am a lucky person to have him as my dear.

no matter what happen..i will always be there for you..

i want you happy, i want you to be success, i want you to be who you are.... and everything i hope is you wil get fine....

even we cannot celebrate together on that time...

but for me...

every is valentine day for both of us~~

i love you~~my dear

on the valentine day will be a group celebration with my ko-k mate... we will going to have a activity in penang...haiz....sad~~

my dream all in vain

last Saturday my sis told me Airasia going to have a promotion go to Asia country... that was excited me...because air asia is going to have 0 fare to selected country... so can get travel to oversea by cheaper ticket.. beside that i like back pack travel a lot... so sure need waiting for the cheaper price...hehe

this time i planning go to ang kor wat...long time ago i already feel excited going to combodia, this time...air asia got 0 fare to there...sure i dun one miss the golden oppurtunity. the period i plan to going is during the malay new year...hari raya aidilfitri.

even i plan to travel, sure i will asking the person that feel importance for me company me go...but after asking....get to know that he din have the free time on that time. very disappointing. i know not he false at all, because the company will not allow him to take leave at that period... but just feeling like i lost the chance to be with him.

after that, i agree with my sister that i will join them to go ang kor wat. n they will help me booking all the ticket and settle everything to me. But i feeling like moody, because i really really feel like going to travel with my lovely dear...

but wat can i do?.....that is nothing can i do..or maybe i should reject my sister plan, n just stay in malaysia and go meet up dear.

early in the morning 7am i receive my sister msg...

" during the hari raya din have the 0 fare, and the ticket is expensive, so we will like to change the time to october or november... so did you free at that time?"

then wait i replay is

" sorry, in october i still have classes, and november i starting exam...so i din have any holiday...so nvm la...you all just go la."

everything suddenly all in vain.....

now i just going bck to normal...forget about that...continue my study...

the life is still need to carry on...

every will be ok for me...

Nothing is FOC~!!

my uni have a machine water can give student refill the water, but the student need to pay to get the water... for me i think is very cheap because 500ml is only cos 10 sen only...

so i think is cheap and cannot be argue about that already...and it can effort by every student.

But what i saw in my uni junior...what they did is stealing the water, putting in 10 sen and they just keep on switch on n off the electric, so they can get the water as much as they want only for 10 sen..

at the time, i also line up waiting to refill my water, and i saw this stupid happen in uum.

The thing that make me more surprise is they din feel sorry or embarrass of the action what have they just did. and they keep on going with what they have done even alot pair of eyes keep watching on them...

shame on them ~~~

i just want to tell them that nothing is FOC~~~

this few day feeling like dear is unhappy... but just he dun want to show up infront of me~~ maybe he just dun want me to worry about him de.....

anyways just hope that he will be fine andways n i always wil take care of him... because he is the importance person to me...lol

love you~~

what can i do?

yesterday night receive the call from some one importance to me...then the voice from the phone is just very down...i dunno what happen and i dunno why? i know he was down...

i saw the message that he send to me after we chatting....i dunno what should i reply to him...typing until half way...i get stuck with it...because i dunno how to write it...

before that...i was in doing my assignments, but after know that...i just cannot concentrate in what i am doing.... i keep moving around in my room... stated worried about him....my roomate keep asking me what happen to me? look like so worry... but i just keep say nothing...and try to dun show out too much to them...

and that time i mad with myself...asking why i am not beside him now? why now i am far from him....if i was beside him..i think the thing that i gonna to do is hug him tight tight...lol~~

untill now...i still worry about him....but what can i do?

i care him, i worry him, i want to be with him...i just want spend my time with him...all i want just be with him...

i will continue support him...cheer him up...doing the best that i can to make him happy again..

hoping he can recover soon~~ become the person that i know~~ because i love him so much....n miss die him