the promise

i came down kl during my study week, for sure that i dun want stay at the stupid jungle university hostel with nothing activity can i done....and second, for sure i wanna meet my my lovely dear~~

in the week that stay with my dear...it can say very happy with dear~~ even we not hang out all the time...because i still need do my revision for coming exam, but what i can i feel is dear is so treating me very good....i feel that dear is so sweet

i am born in April, so my horoscope will be Aries...and Aries personality will be hot temper...and that why i get the hot temper~~ in this few day i was in kl, sure have some argument with dear, but it get settle very quickly because dear always know how to care of me....he really really a nice guys...

i dunno it getting correct or wrong, sometime argument can improve the relationship between two people, but sometime it will destroy the relationship. but i do believe that my relationship will getting improve~~haha~~ because i know who i am n i know who my dear is~~

after this few day with dear, i think i am really really lucky to have him as my dear...i really dunno how 2 express the feeling to have him...just can say is nice~~

dear have told me something....i will keep it in mind...and that is the promise to you~~~

because i really love your...muacksssssss

记得我爱你~~

跟你 一起 我想应该值得庆幸
保护是天生的力气
忘记 提醒 还有那些你教我的
昨天你给了我 今天我照顾你

记得你不善言辞的给我许多鼓励
记得我总是发了不该发的牛脾气
我可以放弃一切也能不放弃
你都是最后原因

记得我看着你的背影偷偷说感激
记得你总是为了小小事情而担心
若有天你开始模糊了记忆
你只要记得 记得我爱你.

还你 爱你 别到最后才觉可惜
付出不是天经地义
所以 疼你 直到你白发在飘逸
今天我要珍惜 明天还要继续
就算全都忘记 记得我多爱你

这是我最近喜欢的一首歌曲，这是本地创作，有astro新秀冠军曾国辉的作品，曲子还蛮轻松的，值得一听，而出了好听之外，当然我更是喜欢当中的歌词，觉得非常的有意思。。。哈哈~~ 因此最近都还是一直重复的聆听这首歌曲~~

歌词写得真得很好，写出了我的心情。。。当中的歌词就有一句 “记得你不善言辞的给我许多鼓励 记得我总是发了不该发的牛脾气” 根本就是我的写照。。。 因为我的“他”不管是在任何的时候，都一直的给我鼓励， 而我更是老是发牛脾气在他的面前~~真的不知所错。。。

每次都和自己说，不能够有如此的性格，不能如此的任性，但是就是控制不了我自己的脾气，令到我的"他” 很不开心，感觉好惭愧~~

但是无论以后的道路有多辛苦，都希望能够和你一起走下去。。。就如歌词第一句所写的 “跟你一起，我想值得庆幸” 我真的真的会珍惜这一段感情。。。我也不想如此得来不易的感情就如此的完蛋。。。

真心和你说一声~~我爱你~！！

dear, i know that a lot of sentence maybe u will not get understand, lol, but just want to tell u that...u are my dear, my lovely dear ~~

even we have a lot of challenging that we need to face, but i promise you that i will face it with you until the end~~

no matter what happen, happiness or sadness, i will sharing with you~~~ just because you are my dear~~i really dun want to lost a good lover like you~~`

remember...i love you~~

muackssssssss

this few day dunno how to express my feeling, i really get happy but on the other hand i also easier get moody.... i also dunno why this will happen on me...maybe my hormone is not in stable....or guys "dai yi ma " come~~lol

i dunno how to express about my feeling on this few day....i dunno why i really easily get tired even i din do anything...haiz...

my hp sim card also get in problem...i have sign up for post past last 2 month ago...i tough i going to be ok...yesterday i trying to call friend..but connecting is fail...and then i using my friend hp call to maxis center and try to ask...

the result that i get is...your detail is not in maxis record....what the F~~ they call me try using back my prepaid sim card...lucky i din throw my old sim card...if not sure i going 2 sue that stupid maxis center~~

i really feel sorry to dear that because this few day of my moody attitude.. dear always understand me de....thank~~

dear will cheer me up when i in down...when i saw the msg dear send to me... i really happy~~~ it help me recover alot...really~~

no matter what he did...he will always think of me 1st....i really feel that i am very lucky that have you as a dear~~~~~~~my lovely dear~~~

love you....muackssssssssssssssss

Thank for everything~!!

About people saying that my EQ need improvement getting a lot of response from my friend….i am so happy that they giving a lot of motivation to me and cheer me up…

So glad that so many people on my back and giving a lot of support to me….and one of my friend said: no matter wat people say u got to take the good with the bad. Smile with the sad and remember what u learns. Learn to forgive but never forget. Learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change, thing go wrong, just remember, life goes on~~~~

The messages do motivate me a lot~~thank for supporting by your guys ~~

Beside that, still has one people that I need to thank , and that person is my lovely dear~~~

Dear, just want to say that, u always understands me, take care of me, always cheer me up when I facing problem~~~~n more n more thing that u have done to me~~~

You just din complain to me at all…and still treat me so good~~~

No matter what happen, you always my lovely dear~~

Miss n love you~~~muacksssssss.

am i EQ not high enough?

2day some one told me that i need to improve my EQ...because some time i easyly get angry by people...

yup i admit that i have a bad temperament......but if not i really get mad of one thing....i will not so easily get angry....why those people will pin point people but will not look at their own....are they good enough to say people...hmmm...i dun think so.... because wat u promise to done the job....in the end i need to settle all those thing to you....

if i EQ not really high....for sure....i will not be so successful in the way that i have been done....i know what i want...i know what is good to me....i will control my self untill that i really cannot Enduring then i will lost my control my scolding people....but in the end of the day....u say i need to improve my EQ? hmmm...maybe i have to.......but for sure u need to improve double from me~~

just abaiakan what have happen...hehe....because i starting my "news life".....because i really feeling happy that the way i have now~~ i happy that have some one on me~~ even far from me....but i happy......... because i feel close to me~~hehe~~~

no metter what have happen....and where u are...i love u~~~~~~~~ this is my promise to you~~

thank for waiting....thank for the Contains ,thank for hearing me keep mumbling to you~~~hehe~~

i miss u dear..really want to meet u as soon as i can~~~~~~~~ this is the 1st time write about it to u....and just for u~~~~~~~~~~~

muackssssssssssss

Value VS Ranking.....Love~~

my short break holiday get finish and 2molo morning i need to attend classes...every thing will back to normal again...continue studying, doing assignment and exam....the holiday just pass it so fast, it coming to the end that i also din notice....

2day wake up by parent and going out breakfast with family then company mum to market buying something de.....then back to house continue on9 because i know that after i back to uni...i din have much time to on9 and relaxing......

beside that, i plan to cutting my hair...because it look like getting long already...and i dunno why...i dislike to let my hair long...because it look like i am very old and ugly...lol~~ feel getting fresh and more younger with the short hair....


my new hair....look more fresh izit~~haha

when i on9...have a friends asking me a question:

A: Do you care about people ranking about you in them heart?

me: nop...wat for? if the friend think that i am good to him is enough...wat for need to know wether is no 1 or not?

A: but don't you think that is a value that your best friend ranking u in them heart?

me: the value of friend cannot be judge by the ranking, the most important thing is the way u treat your friend how......and this is just of the real value of friends.

A: but ranking is can prove that how important your in a person heart..

me: to prove that i am important or not...i dun think that is necessary need to rank by people, it show from the action...

in the end of the conversation.....my friends just say that it still importance of the ranking ...but for me...i dun think we need that....because i just will take care who ever is importance for me~~i no need to put rank them from 1st place to last......because i really care of friends...

and when i was in on9 i also saw a passage that it was so meaningful...just like it~~~

"In the dream lover to witness a miracle, then the meaning of life any more doubt that the sun is the son of the desire to light near the moon goddess.

Unfortunately, ah! Nature's magic during the day and night, only the turn of the relentless, and the best that the sweet kiss goodbye.

I am confused, I do not know how I should do.

I just want to love you, but this will only give you more problems, and you hate.

Let me sing and broken, broken. The heart-rending, all the pieces.

If we are under I can see, I only hope you can give me a little more,

A little more love, do not hurt me

I love you. "

so touching ~~sob sob~~

holiday..waterfall... relaxing~~~

b4 go sown enjoy~~sure need take pic for memory~~kaka


this is the view of the waterfall~~it was so nic...and amzing~~i love it

our geng start plying n enjoy the water...it cool man~~the water very cool...shake like hell..lol

after almost one week back to kb....my holiday can say it was so bored...but it getting a little bit fun for me after going waterfall with friend yesterday~~

back to home town so many days....2day really can say that is the most relaxing day 2 me....when we reach the waterfall and start playing...i really can relax my self and enjoying to play with friend...din have a lot of tension or problem...just enjoy and playyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~

the waterfall that we went to is latar tembakar, is located at jertih terengganu, is border between kelantan and terengganu....if u drive from kota bharu, it need take about 2 n half hour to reach the waterfall....

latar tembakar waterfall have 6 level.....1-4 is at the foot of moutain....the water is not very deep...the view also not really nice....5-7 is need to climb up to the middle of mouantain....is need almost 20 minit to reach level 5 and level 5 is the most nicest of the waterfall.... for sure that very little will be there because it need climb moutain and is high...for those who bring family sure will company their family...so crowded place will be at level 1 to level 4.....

this time....sure we dun one share with people and it not fun if have many people in the water...so we climb up to the level 5 and enjoy our self at there....haha ~~

after climb up the moutain about 20 minit....when we reach there....it was so nice...and it was amazing for me....really nice.... the most thing is...no body at there...only our geng~~~~~~~~ wahaha~~~ we just can do wat ever we like...kaka~~~so syokkkkkk~~

after getting tired swim and play, we eating nasi kari laut ayam as our lunchhhhh~~haha ~~after that we continue play untill 3 something and just packing and back home...

enjoying our dissert....watermallon~~~~ lol

on the way back to our town, the traffic is jam like hell....really tulan...but luckyly i am not the person who responsible to driving...so i can sleep like a pig~~~lol~~ really tired men~~

when i reach home...already 7.30 and directly go out dinner with family......and 9 something just back to home~~~and starting to rest~~~~

really enjoy the trip that organized by my friend.....i really have a good time at there~~~ so nice and wonderfull day for me~~~~