i going become zombie~~

now a day i really busy with my thing in the uni, my assignment is the most thing that make me busy like hell~~ since last week i almost every day night burning oil to rushing my assignment... not i am lazy.... but i am to hardworking...lol~~~ this semester and untill i have 11 assignment need to be done~~~wat the.....

untill now...i already done 3 assignment...wakaka~~~ i am damn happy for that...but on the same time...i am not enough of sleep.... going 2 become a zombie already...kaka~~

yesterday after finishing meeting about the assignment, then we decided go 2 changlun to eat steamboat~~kaka...i need to relaxing my self....

this week just nothing happen on me...just on my room n doing the stupid assignment~~~ now just waiting my sembreak~~~ then i can go relax awile~~:p

dear already know that after the couse, he will working in seremban~~~ SEREMBAN!!! haiz... but nvm la....i think kl also near with seremban de....so is ok la~~~

wat ever places dear going to work ....i also will support de la...hehe muacksssssssss~~~

my sister convo in kl

just coming back 2 my lovely uni after attend my sister convocation in UCSI KL. So glad that seeing my sister get graduated from getting degree .....n how about me? hmmm....still have 2 wait more 2 year just will be my turn.sign...so just have 2 slow slow wait lo....

i only have one sister...so we just be closed enough since we still a child...untill now...still `the same...we always have been sharing all the thing that we have...n we have no secret to each other....just except that i am SGL....she dunno only...LOLLLL~~


me + sis + mum

beside attending sister convocation....then sure another thing is meet up with SGL that i know well~~lol....

first time meet up with Desmond....omg~~he getting fat then the pic...kaka...the pic is not bad...manatau...bcs of holiday getting fatter de~~~ n one thing cannot tahan with he long hair... look like lala~~lol.... so advise from me....go keep fit n cut your hair~~~ wakaka~~~ hopefully next time meet up with u will be more leng~~:p

beside that...loudau and david also company me during me in kl....haha~~~both of them really good 2 me de~~go wingz yam cha, go old town makan...kaka~~ this time i going 2 kl meet up with them only de....n they just company all the time~~ really thank alot~~~:p

not like that sui mikey~~~call him manatau..he off hp....then sleep like a pig~~~sien~~~

n some one is going 2 become LCLY~~~ but just abaikan....i need 2 learn 2 be used to...

when i was in kl....my dear also have to attend a couses in kl at sepang.....even we are near but he is far from me...haiz...=<

miss him alot de....but we cannot meet up with each other...we din have a chance.....but i understand for that dear just have a couse n start working...so have 2 pay more attention on work de.....asal dear also miss n love me...in he heart have me...then i am getting sweeter de~~:p

anyway...i just waiting the opportunity to meet up with my lovely dr rcks de~~~muacksssssss

feel alone

bck 2 uni already almost 2 week...n had been stay in the jungle and no activities that can done by me...sien~~

everyday my time table is full of classes...so my life sure will be "eat" book , assignment, meeting... walau~~none stop d program.. it a busy sem for me~~

2day attend a SDG clases...that lectural was none stop asking us a stupid question...untill he also cannot answer it....char dao~~~ so stupid de lecture's....

even i busy with all thing...but i still feel alone~~ bcs dear not beside on me....i want see dear badly~~~

dunno start from when dear become my moral supporter....and every timi doing my thing...sure i will think about dear....go activity, eating, bathing, dreaming.....all is about dear~~~

aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrhhhh.......hate the feeling of miss-ing some one that i love~~~

but what can i do?!...hmmm....only keep miss-ing of dear~~~lol.... really hopefully i can meet up with dear soon... because miss-ing some one is drive me crazy....

n this feel week i feel like i am not my self.....n easyly get testiness.... so i really sorry 2 dear~~ bcs i lost control of my self~~~ but i will try 2 faced it myself....bcs i dun want my dear worry about me de~~~

anyway~~~ just want 2 tell dear that....thank 4 everything..... miss n love u~~~ muackssss

Lost in the “jungle”~~

2day is kedah sultan ascend the throng for 50 year…so kedah get a public holiday n that way 2day no need 2 attend any classes….

But ….I still get busy….i need 2 done for my assignment…until now I already get 8 assignment…..and it will be more time by time….n yesterday I rushing until 3 something just sleep…..n 2day just wake up by 12 something….lol~~~

When I wake up….I feel that I am still in a blur blur situation…..I really dun no what am I doing for the day when I wake up…just like loosing my spirit…..haiz

At the room.. I looking to my computer then want to start doing my assignment again…but I dunno where I need 2 be start again….no mood to done it everything…

Until 4 something…my friend asking me joining them 2 learn 2 play golf…..haha…I never try it before…n it sound intresting to me….so I go 2 join them for playing the golf for my 1^st time…..my friend say I learn it very quickly….n I am proud of my self….lol… sorry…me get muka tembak already…kaka

the leng zai pose during swing the golf stick

this is my coach~~lol

After bck from sport…I back 2 my room…I feel like I getting lost again….i feel like no direction…..n on9 awile finding journal n start doing my assignment again….

Now …I really really want dear can at beside on me….I want hug dear~~ Dear always give a feeling to me that can make me become claim cool collected n I really feel the warm from dear~~~

Miss u~~~

busy, tired , stress

after back to uni....i am super deeper busy with m life....alot thing that i need be done and settle~~ my schedule is very fully...busy with my study , my assignment , my activities.....every day is the same~~~

this semester , my time table is totally different with them....their class always is early in the morning ...n my class is more late then them....then it become a phenomena like i was sleeping they go 2 class....when i bck from class then they still in the class....some more i have 3 day have night class.....then when i bck 2 room...i just saw my roommate for that time...n not more then half an hour..we getting 2 sleep again~~my roommate saying that the room is become like a hotel...me only bck 2 room only for sleep....

i really feel embarrassed to my roommate because i was 2 busy with everything~~sigh...even my roommate invited me 2 swimming...i have no time even i really feel want 2 relax my self.....

meeting already become a part of my life....a lot of meeting i need to be attend....n the meeting always until very late.... some time meeting until midnight~~it make me very tired tired~~~ n a lot of assignment is already 2 be done~~~walau~~~ it damn busy u know~~~ but when i saw the message from dear...is just like a magic...i am direct feel everything is gone be alright for me....

when assignment come, alot meeting~~plus this semester...i become president of my ko-k, the project manger of one project....it make me feel stress de....but for sure i know how 2 plan my time...i am good in managing my time...lol~~~

after settle down something...2day only i have the time to on9...n updating my blog....n haruko is so strain about my blog...lol~~~will keep asking me haven update my blog....kaka...

in busy.....feel tired n getting stress~~~~~~~~but i miss dear~~

New sem start~~(7/7)

Uni new sem started again….me back 2 my “big” student life…. A lot of assignment needs to be done….arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggg~~ but I have to face it….

Because me busy in the uni re-open and a lot thing that I need to be settle so until now just update my blog….haha…(sorry 4 those who was vexation about my news~~ make u wait so long…lol…>.<..so ss)

This few day, just a normal class day…n attend the class n start learning news thing….this is my 2^nd year in uni….the time is pass by so fast n now I become senior already….lol~~~I meet a lot of my junior….haha~~sound like old jor~~haiz…sigh~~

Beside of my class…I have few project in my hand need to be done in this sem…so I think it will be a busy but wonderfull sem for me….but for sure…I will not give up my class or exam…because I promise 2 my self…this sem I will beat that “ah beng”…n take back my sijil dekan again~~~lol

Back to uni…I din have much time to on9 …..haiz…so miss msn n mirc….wanted 2 chat with loudau, david, haruko, desmond…..miss them….:p for sure some guys in mirc like martin n ect…also miss them..bcs they are so 3 8~~~lol

N I heard that loudau n desmond very moody about the relationship thing between them with the person they like~~haiz….me so far from them…so also dun no how 2 help them… but hopefully they will get true all of this thing….n will be fine for them…hehe~~

But….4 sure…n the most importantthing that~~~I miss my dear so much~~~

One week already din meet dear…so miss him…now dear still in hometown teaching and just waiting the government to send him to some place service….

Now aday….I just msg or call dear for release my miss to dear~~~ hope everything just will get fine from him~~~

Opppppppppssssssssss…..better dun write 2 much de….wait some ppl will say me try 2 show off again~~so better be low profile~~lol~~

Oklah….it time 2 me be pig again….i will update my blog time by time~~ so just take pains ya~~~:p

I think I am too sensitive

After finish paktor with dear….i back 2 house n as usual I on9 awhile b4 go 2 be pig~~ then suddenly some one telling me that david is hanker some one~~ my reaction is very big~~because I din heard about that…n he din telling it at all~~

N this morning…I asked david whether is true or not….n he saying yes~~ n I feel like moody….i am not jealous or wat….but he is my bro…I telling he all my thing then why he keeping it as a secret …..it make me feel like ignored~~~ but david is my gor

And the same thing happen on haruko….still the same~~he have news target…but never tell me…even share with me….he get my history…very well~~ but I din have change 2 know haruko~~ but haruko still my buddy~~

But after thinking all day long….i think I just too sensitive…..why I want to know about people privacy? Am I too 3 8?~~ I think so~~~ so just abaikan~~~ no need to extravagant hopes to much….because every body want the space for them self…..n I am too~~ so I admit that I am just too sensitive ~~

Leave it alone ~~~I dun want 2 think 2 much…because it just will make me feel bad and moody~~~

I need 2 apologize to both of them~~~ maybe the way that I speak 2 then is rude~~ I am so sorry….because I am think too much~~

This story become my last blog b4 I going bck 2 uni~~~ news semester is reopen again~~ n it going 2 be my second year in uni~~ hope it will be a news start from me~~~ everything will become ok~~~

Haha~~ jungle uni~~ I coming again~~

News sem~ester, news hopes, news dream…..but my dear is never change~~ is the same~~lol~~~

Unbelievable Experience~~!! (30/6)

2day I back 2 my lovely school chung hwa again~~I going 2 meet my ‘kai ma” (lovely teacher)…I buying her favorites food—kaya puffs to her~~ mantau….she have class…so just waiting her finish the class….but in the end I din meet up with teacher… because after school she direct back already…pengsan~~ wasting my time~~ but see dear at there…lol(oppppppppssssssssss, cannot call dear de…wait that sui mikey n haruko suan me again~~~) >.<”

After that…having lunch with dear….n lepak lepak awile…then have 2 back 2 office and get my job done~~

2night will having dinner with dear again~~ haha…so happy ~~ dear call me to think about where is the place going 2 eat again….haiz….make me head big again~~

8pm something…dear is coming ….n we going 2 have dinner….just go a small restaurant to have our dinner…hehe

Finish dinner…want going 2 paktor….manatau….we found out that our car tyre pancit de~~~~Wat the XXX…..

Both of us need 2 change tyre by ouself~~~dear asking have changing tyre b4…then I answer no~~lol~~ because I din face that type of situation b4….kaka~~~ then we just take out the extra tyre from carriage n tool n start changing tyre~~~

Wow~~it my 1st time changing tyre~~haha~~~it was damn tired….but it was a unforgettable experience for me~~~~haha….plus doing this thing with dear~~lol~~

The place was damn dark….then we just doing it quickly~~ n I get sweat ….n dear also look like tired….but the process is so funny n we are paktoring during changing tyre…lol

Even we din go anyplace that sound romantic….but 4 me….it really really an unforgettable experince~~~it better then other~~

But~~hope that will not happened it again de~~lol~~~:p