Thank for everything~!!

About people saying that my EQ need improvement getting a lot of response from my friend….i am so happy that they giving a lot of motivation to me and cheer me up…

So glad that so many people on my back and giving a lot of support to me….and one of my friend said: no matter wat people say u got to take the good with the bad. Smile with the sad and remember what u learns. Learn to forgive but never forget. Learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change, thing go wrong, just remember, life goes on~~~~

The messages do motivate me a lot~~thank for supporting by your guys ~~

Beside that, still has one people that I need to thank , and that person is my lovely dear~~~

Dear, just want to say that, u always understands me, take care of me, always cheer me up when I facing problem~~~~n more n more thing that u have done to me~~~

You just din complain to me at all…and still treat me so good~~~

No matter what happen, you always my lovely dear~~

Miss n love you~~~muacksssssss.

am i EQ not high enough?

2day some one told me that i need to improve my EQ...because some time i easyly get angry by people...

yup i admit that i have a bad temperament......but if not i really get mad of one thing....i will not so easily get angry....why those people will pin point people but will not look at their own....are they good enough to say people...hmmm...i dun think so.... because wat u promise to done the job....in the end i need to settle all those thing to you....

if i EQ not really high....for sure....i will not be so successful in the way that i have been done....i know what i want...i know what is good to me....i will control my self untill that i really cannot Enduring then i will lost my control my scolding people....but in the end of the day....u say i need to improve my EQ? hmmm...maybe i have to.......but for sure u need to improve double from me~~

just abaiakan what have happen...hehe....because i starting my "news life".....because i really feeling happy that the way i have now~~ i happy that have some one on me~~ even far from me....but i happy......... because i feel close to me~~hehe~~~

no metter what have happen....and where u are...i love u~~~~~~~~ this is my promise to you~~

thank for waiting....thank for the Contains ,thank for hearing me keep mumbling to you~~~hehe~~

i miss u dear..really want to meet u as soon as i can~~~~~~~~ this is the 1st time write about it to u....and just for u~~~~~~~~~~~

muackssssssssssss

Value VS Ranking.....Love~~

my short break holiday get finish and 2molo morning i need to attend classes...every thing will back to normal again...continue studying, doing assignment and exam....the holiday just pass it so fast, it coming to the end that i also din notice....

2day wake up by parent and going out breakfast with family then company mum to market buying something de.....then back to house continue on9 because i know that after i back to uni...i din have much time to on9 and relaxing......

beside that, i plan to cutting my hair...because it look like getting long already...and i dunno why...i dislike to let my hair long...because it look like i am very old and ugly...lol~~ feel getting fresh and more younger with the short hair....


my new hair....look more fresh izit~~haha

when i on9...have a friends asking me a question:

A: Do you care about people ranking about you in them heart?

me: nop...wat for? if the friend think that i am good to him is enough...wat for need to know wether is no 1 or not?

A: but don't you think that is a value that your best friend ranking u in them heart?

me: the value of friend cannot be judge by the ranking, the most important thing is the way u treat your friend how......and this is just of the real value of friends.

A: but ranking is can prove that how important your in a person heart..

me: to prove that i am important or not...i dun think that is necessary need to rank by people, it show from the action...

in the end of the conversation.....my friends just say that it still importance of the ranking ...but for me...i dun think we need that....because i just will take care who ever is importance for me~~i no need to put rank them from 1st place to last......because i really care of friends...

and when i was in on9 i also saw a passage that it was so meaningful...just like it~~~

"In the dream lover to witness a miracle, then the meaning of life any more doubt that the sun is the son of the desire to light near the moon goddess.

Unfortunately, ah! Nature's magic during the day and night, only the turn of the relentless, and the best that the sweet kiss goodbye.

I am confused, I do not know how I should do.

I just want to love you, but this will only give you more problems, and you hate.

Let me sing and broken, broken. The heart-rending, all the pieces.

If we are under I can see, I only hope you can give me a little more,

A little more love, do not hurt me

I love you. "

so touching ~~sob sob~~

holiday..waterfall... relaxing~~~

b4 go sown enjoy~~sure need take pic for memory~~kaka


this is the view of the waterfall~~it was so nic...and amzing~~i love it

our geng start plying n enjoy the water...it cool man~~the water very cool...shake like hell..lol

after almost one week back to kb....my holiday can say it was so bored...but it getting a little bit fun for me after going waterfall with friend yesterday~~

back to home town so many days....2day really can say that is the most relaxing day 2 me....when we reach the waterfall and start playing...i really can relax my self and enjoying to play with friend...din have a lot of tension or problem...just enjoy and playyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~

the waterfall that we went to is latar tembakar, is located at jertih terengganu, is border between kelantan and terengganu....if u drive from kota bharu, it need take about 2 n half hour to reach the waterfall....

latar tembakar waterfall have 6 level.....1-4 is at the foot of moutain....the water is not very deep...the view also not really nice....5-7 is need to climb up to the middle of mouantain....is need almost 20 minit to reach level 5 and level 5 is the most nicest of the waterfall.... for sure that very little will be there because it need climb moutain and is high...for those who bring family sure will company their family...so crowded place will be at level 1 to level 4.....

this time....sure we dun one share with people and it not fun if have many people in the water...so we climb up to the level 5 and enjoy our self at there....haha ~~

after climb up the moutain about 20 minit....when we reach there....it was so nice...and it was amazing for me....really nice.... the most thing is...no body at there...only our geng~~~~~~~~ wahaha~~~ we just can do wat ever we like...kaka~~~so syokkkkkk~~

after getting tired swim and play, we eating nasi kari laut ayam as our lunchhhhh~~haha ~~after that we continue play untill 3 something and just packing and back home...

enjoying our dissert....watermallon~~~~ lol

on the way back to our town, the traffic is jam like hell....really tulan...but luckyly i am not the person who responsible to driving...so i can sleep like a pig~~~lol~~ really tired men~~

when i reach home...already 7.30 and directly go out dinner with family......and 9 something just back to home~~~and starting to rest~~~~

really enjoy the trip that organized by my friend.....i really have a good time at there~~~ so nice and wonderfull day for me~~~~

a bored holiday

always waiting for the holiday because it was just exciting and can relax myself....but not for this time....

getting back from uni...really want to relax myself and enjoy my holiday after get busy and tired with my moonfest project and assignment.....but i get sick~~wat the fxxK~~

but this also ok...after this few day stay at home...really nothing to do....just watch drama and on9 only...nothing already.....maybe i'.m in sick...so din join friend for yam cha....and maybe it make untill my holiday so bored.........

after thinking, i think i still cannot relax and enjoy my holiday....i dunno why have this stupid feeling...it still like a lot of tention on me~~~i very worry of this and that...but in the end..i also dunno i worry about wat.....

i just feel that i lost my self.......

this few day i think i am bad temperament........i really get med easyly.....i am so so sorry~~~

i really dunno wat i am doing in my holiday~~ do every thing also no mood....want study but start reading...direct sleepy~~~ want go out...but feel lazy....

hate the holiday like this~~~ hope the following day of my holiday will get special and really get my self relax...b4 my study continue and wil facing my final exam soon~~

i'm sick~~

i thought that after finish busy for one whole week with my moonfest project...i can go back to my hometown relax my self.....but the worse thing that i back to home...i get sick~~~~

after back to hometown...still feeling ok....and go to eat thai food with friend....manatau...second day wake up...get sick jor......sick like hell......wanna vomit de~~

really need some one beside on me n take care of me...just feel lonely.....i hope some one is beside me...n give me 2 hug~~~

2day when to see dr already.....and feeling better...but still in blur blur situation...haha~~ walking also like i am in flying~~kaka

eating the medicion.... just not a good feeling.....want to go out lepak also din have the mood~~~ this sick spoil my holiday mood~~~suckkkkkkkkk~~

sitting at home and watch hong kong drama....nothing can do alraedy....sien~~

really feel lonely.......

the feeling of this few week

Long time din write down my feeling on the blog....some one just keep asking me that when going to update the blog again.... and i just told him that dunno why i loose the feeling of going to write down what i feel...even i have the feeling to update the blog...but my brain is just like empty...dunno what should i post up on the blog......

i think i started busy at 14th of september untill 22nd. i keep busy with my mooncakes festival project that i have join....every day every night keep on meeting...n meeting .....untill 3-4am early in the morning......

then bck 2 my room already 5 something , continue sleeping untill 9 or 10 something have 2 wake up n prepare myself to class....and all this rotaine continue almost one week already.....

at the week that i get busy...i starting to get moody, unhappy....i know i have to done all job.... but wat the stupid pengarah and pemantau.....just last minit and tell u this u need to do...that u need to repair....wat the fuckkkkkkkkkk~~

they just know how to order our ketua to work....but they even din think about how many time we have and how many thing we still need to settle......wat kind of the leader they are....

this is the 1st time that i join the project and make me feel unhappy.....b4 that even i join a project ...even i am so busy and tired...but i can feel the happyness... but i am honest to tell not this time~~~ because my biro pemantau is suckkkkkkkkk~~~ never try 2 solve problem just know how to create problem...in the end need me to help her to cover his back site.....

and the worse thing is...i still need to smile infrant of her...even i really wanna slap her~~ if she really not a girl...i slap die her already....lol

some more i still need to settle my assignment.....my group have done wrong...and luckyly the lectural give us a chance to re-do again....but the time that we have is just one n the half day....30 pages of the assignment.....wat the helll.,... but wat can we do....we just need to finish it...bcs all of tis is exam mark...........

i am so so so....sorry to one person that need to hear me mumbling and make him feel sad to me........bcs i really really unhappy in that time..........just i dun want to say i out........ but anyways thank to him always cool me down....thank alot....special men~~

now is my holiday.......i bck to hometown again.....and it time to relax my self.....do the thing that i like to do.....eat the food that i like to eat...........dun 1 to thing so much........ just be the real of my self..........

i just keep missing...missing...n missing~~~~muackssssssssssss